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Still alive, though just barely

Tue Sep 1, 2009, 1:47 PM
Hey there!

I'm pretty much writing this to let you all know that I am still here, breathing and fighting...
I came back to the Netherlands about 2 weeks ago. Though in just a lil bit more then 2 moths
a hell lot of things happened.

I got (ones again) in trouble with my school.. Couldn't take the stress and failed a friggin important
test on wich kinda relied erm... everything (?). That after studying for 7 weeks, every day at least an hour or two!!
Knowing the whole god damn book by heart, one should say that hey are able to pass, no?
Well the bastard gave me, knowing my friggin fright to fail, a writing test instead of a talk =_=. Got screwed over
by my own stupid fear T_T.

So as things are now, I do not have a school, broke my cute lil black macbook during the holiday (alas it's only the
pictogram but still), just killed my call money (right that happens like every week or so ^^; ) and just did an IQ-test!
And let me tell you, one simple IQ-test brakes your energy down to below zero!

It kinda all depends now on my IQ score if I will go back to my old school or not. THough if I don't wanna go in the end
anyway, now I kinda seem to have a nice school I'm thinking of joining.... They are rather fierce though but I think I'll manage ^^.

Cupid aint helping either. Though my looks have become better with the day ^^ yay! However there are some guys who seem
rather willing... I aint though =_=. They aren't ugly... not particulary handsome either though (can't help it, I have somehting
with faces... call me vain... i don't care).. but neither there looks or character seem to make my heart skip.
Sure there's one guy... but the dan bastard is in love with a good friend of mine (it's kinda one sided though) and to make things
worse, he IS my BEST FRIEND! WTF?!
But soon I will be able to meet some new ones... Even one i only met ones months ago...
He asked my dear friend Ana-Inie about me so i'm willing to seem him ^^ It's cute I thought that he had forgotten about me long ago XD!

Hmmm I think I handeld about everything roughly now.. Ow wait I kinda forgot to tell... I'm on the moment unable to scan T_T
So Sowwy!!! But hey look on the bright side, I at least do have things ready now ;p :D! Besides... Soon when things are on the
right track again I'm going to start drawing a manga ^^. In the old basic style. I'll uploud it of course :D! I'll make it with pencils, G-pens and
I'm probably going to try to color it. Dunno how yet though. Might be with aquarell, ecoline, color pencils or simple with the computer :D!
But I'm rather a-technical so I'll guess it's for the best if I'll work with my hands ^^.

Anyway I'll reply as soon to all you guys messages, thank you all for trying to keep in touch with me
(even though I'm so chaotic and well.. erm.. me?), I really appreciate it! Hope that everyone had a great vacation! Mine was..
well agreable ^^. But I sure met a lot of new ppl and made a couple of new good friends ;p! So thats worth something at least ^^.

See ya soon :D!

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Charmax Dark :XD:

  • Mood: Questionable
  • Listening to: Heaven's a lie -- Lacuna Coil
  • Reading: Hmmm time to buy another book I guess ^^
  • Watching: Avatar, Eyeshield 21 and Mai otome :D
  • Playing: With thoughts and dreams ^^
  • Eating: CHOCOLATE :D :D :D XD X3!!!
  • Drinking: Hot chocolate with mini marshmallows X3 that rocks

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Amsterdam in the Netherlands
  • Interests: Far to much to write down XD
  • Favourite movie: Queen of the damned; The good, the bad and the ugly; Pirates of the Caribeans 1,2&3
  • Favourite band or musician: Hmmm i don't really have one I particulary like... but i guess Within Temptation and The Cranbe
  • Favourite genre of music: Almost every genre ^^, but I'm not really fond of rap and grunting....
  • Favourite artist: Erm.... dunno... Mashima Hiro, Nakamura Yoshiki and Hayakawa Tomoko
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anna Enquist, David Eddings, Edgar Allan Poe and Anna Rice
  • Favourite photographer: My mom :D. For some strange reason she's the only one who can take my picture flawnless XD
  • Favourite style of art: Depends on my mood, but most of the time realistic, fantasy, morbit, manga and/or abstract.
  • Operating System: Normal HB, 2B pencils, but sometimes 6B pencils, ink, aquarel (paint) , color pencils or crayons
  • MP3 player of choice: Black I-pod video (30 GB)
  • Wallpaper of choice: fantasy
  • Skin of choice: Black
  • Favourite game: Adventure and Otomai games
  • Favourite gaming platform: The world it self.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sunako Nakahara, Kyohei Takano, Kyoko Mogami and Natsu
  • Personal Quote: Don't give up just because things don't go the way you want them to go.
  • Tools of the Trade: An evil eye to scare the seller and get a big big BIG discount ^^ teehee

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Comments


:icondizzle-drop:
aww, your icon is damn cuuuuuuute!

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I like Kataang and Tokka,
I love Zutara,
but all I really want is ICE-CREAM!
(choir ) ICE CREAM! ICE CREAM! XD
:icondai-ba:
thnks :glomp: but me = ebil ;p (pr at least thats what i try to tell everybody but they just wont listen T_T)

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An eye for an eye,
A tooth for a tooth,
And evil for evil.

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As a daemon :fuzzydemon:,
I can be your guardian angel or personal demon,
You may choose :blackrose:
:icondizzle-drop:
haha, well the icon makes it very hard to believe that :XD:

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I like Kataang and Tokka,
I love Zutara,
but all I really want is ICE-CREAM!
(choir ) ICE CREAM! ICE CREAM! XD
:icondai-ba:
HAhah well yeah i guess... but even in reality, no body believes me :'( I wanna be EBIL! T_T :fuzzydemon: ;p

--
An eye for an eye,
A tooth for a tooth,
And evil for evil.

--
As a daemon :fuzzydemon:,
I can be your guardian angel or personal demon,
You may choose :blackrose:
:iconnumber1812:
Ik zie dat jij ook DA hebt?

Ik ben Thijs btw.

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'Be nice to nerds. There is a big chance you're going to work for one later'
:icondai-ba:
ofcourse :D

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An eye for an eye,
A tooth for a tooth,
And evil for evil.

--
As a daemon :fuzzydemon:,
I can be your guardian angel or personal demon,
You may choose :blackrose:
:iconslimyfrogz:
Swweeeeet!! Thanks fro teh comment and fav! I is PUMPED n__n!! Dmi sends yew his luv ;DDD <333

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"Honestly, officer. I was just cleaning my hunting knife when the guy walked into me. Backwards. Five times." <3
:icondai-ba:
;p No prob and luvs back ;) Sorry 4 replying so late i have been kidna bussy :doh: ow talkibg about being lateim late 4 rowing now :O_o: :dead:

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An eye for an eye,
A tooth for a tooth,
And evil for evil.

--
As a daemon :fuzzydemon:,
I can be your guardian angel or personal demon,
You may choose :blackrose:
:iconyurichild:
hey Cutie! look in my journal your tagged!

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Girl love is Beautiful...
:iconferretoncrack:
hey, how have u been??? how's summer?

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Battle without honor or humanity.

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