Hey there!

I'm pretty much writing this to let you all know that I am still here, breathing and fighting...
I came back to the Netherlands about 2 weeks ago. Though in just a lil bit more then 2 moths
a hell lot of things happened.

I got (ones again) in trouble with my school.. Couldn't take the stress and failed a friggin important
test on wich kinda relied erm... everything (?). That after studying for 7 weeks, every day at least an hour or two!!
Knowing the whole god damn book by heart, one should say that hey are able to pass, no?
Well the bastard gave me, knowing my friggin fright to fail, a writing test instead of a talk =_=. Got screwed over
by my own stupid fear T_T.

So as things are now, I do not have a school, broke my cute lil black macbook during the holiday (alas it's only the
pictogram but still), just killed my call money (right that happens like every week or so ) and just did an IQ-test!
And let me tell you, one simple IQ-test brakes your energy down to below zero!

It kinda all depends now on my IQ score if I will go back to my old school or not. THough if I don't wanna go in the end
anyway, now I kinda seem to have a nice school I'm thinking of joining.... They are rather fierce though but I think I'll manage ^^.

Cupid aint helping either. Though my looks have become better with the day ^^ yay! However there are some guys who seem
rather willing... I aint though =_=. They aren't ugly... not particulary handsome either though (can't help it, I have somehting
with faces... call me vain... i don't care).. but neither there looks or character seem to make my heart skip.
Sure there's one guy... but the dan bastard is in love with a good friend of mine (it's kinda one sided though) and to make things
worse, he IS my BEST FRIEND! WTF?!
But soon I will be able to meet some new ones... Even one i only met ones months ago...
He asked my dear friend Ana-Inie about me so i'm willing to seem him ^^ It's cute I thought that he had forgotten about me long ago XD!

Hmmm I think I handeld about everything roughly now.. Ow wait I kinda forgot to tell... I'm on the moment unable to scan T_T
So Sowwy!!! But hey look on the bright side, I at least do have things ready now ! Besides... Soon when things are on the
right track again I'm going to start drawing a manga ^^. In the old basic style. I'll uploud it of course ! I'll make it with pencils, G-pens and
I'm probably going to try to color it. Dunno how yet though. Might be with aquarell, ecoline, color pencils or simple with the computer !
But I'm rather a-technical so I'll guess it's for the best if I'll work with my hands ^^.

Anyway I'll reply as soon to all you guys messages, thank you all for trying to keep in touch with me
(even though I'm so chaotic and well.. erm.. me?), I really appreciate it! Hope that everyone had a great vacation! Mine was..
well agreable ^^. But I sure met a lot of new ppl and made a couple of new good friends ! So thats worth something at least ^^.

See ya soon !

-xXx-
Charmax Dark